Well, next week I may hear when I get open heart surgery for a double bypass and to replace my aortic valve.

Seems my leg ulcers are healed enough to go ahead.

Originally my cardiologist wanted me to have the surgery in Janaury but my infected leg ulcers shot down that idea.

I’m keen but I am exhausted. Before January, I often but not always walked with a cane. I have been creeping with a walker for four weeks now.

I had spent quiet time wondering if I would run out of time before my chance for surgery.

I have been praying more and swearing less, but I am mostly exhausted.